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Mother ever since by accident I spoke my first lie, told my first fib. You had put me into a category, this section, meant only for those who were bad. Everyday you'd tell me that you loved me with eyes that would only say that you felt sorry that I was bad. You'd praise about me to others about how good of a child I was then behind closed doors you'd abuse me, break me, shatter my spirits and attempt to turn me into different things. I am a monster because you put new in that category. Shattered from your abusive words. In pain from your strikes that had no meaning. Yet I obey. I have bent upside down just for you and all the people you tell praise about me. I have become that saint you wanted me to be but know this. You have also turned me into a beast, this devil of a thousand identities because you didn't allow me to be who I am. I am a monster shackled because you were always there to control me. A puppet with a master who'd never give way. Mother, look into my eyes. I want to see your terror. Smell your fear of what you have made. I want taste every last lie your tell yourself. Watch as the saint you've been telling everyone about turns into a demon that knows your every fear, desire, and secret. MOTHER, watch me as I feast upon the wrong doings of each and every other person you hold dear until you can no longer stand it and eventually go mad with the guilt that you, YOU condemned them all to their fate without out them knowing. Mother, I have broken my shackles, cut my strings. I am no longer your puppet to control. Mother watch me.
