
Deception
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Category : Poems
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Want to go missing into the night . Want to be no longer alive ..I thrive to be gone.. Alone I feel in this big cold world .. Dark clouds roll on by as everyone I see gives me a cold shoulder a nasty stare.....Light me on fire ,pull the trigger , sharpen the blade , tighten the rope 1..2..3..Why am I still here.. My heart is pounding ...Face is stained from all the tears that fall..Shameless I have become ..Running ..Here I go ..Letting go of everything ...I know and love ..All because I can't face them anymore.. who is this I have become ..Was I ever suppose to be here in the first place ....Not gonna make it to the end I'm dropping out of this race you call life ..I can't go on I'm dying inside..Here I go another night of my rambling words full of deception and lies