Category : Diary/Journal

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It has been 2 or 3 weeks since Remi has been in jail and feeling like it's my fault that he's in there because I didn't tell the truth and now I have to live with it. I feel hopeless and crushed because nothing has been done to get him out, I would do anything to get him out so I can see him happy, I rather be the one in jail instead of him. How much longer can I take this pain? I had a nightmare last night of my sister Karissa dying laying in the bathtub and while I was holding her, I cried out to her as she breath her last air, I remember how deep the pain felt as I watched her die. Why does these pain like to haunt me? I need someone to hold me so I don't feel alone or scared, I wish that Remi was here to hold me and telling me that everything is okay.