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I thought ride or die meant us
I thought all the time without you changed you
I thought I knew who you were
I thought the hurt was gone forever 
I thought we were your everything 
I thought you loved our family 
But I thought which was my biggest mistake 
I hoped everything you said was true
But in the end all it was, was jail talk and lies about you
The cyber bullying was unnecessary and showed me what I was too blind to see
The only one wanting our family was me
A family is about working together 
Not about survival of the fittest 
I stuck by for a lot
But, it's clear  all the pain will never be forgot
You betrayed me with all the lies
So it's kewl to plan falsely accusing me of rape
But if that's the case then you shouldn't have been such a snake
Your actions speak of who you are
A manipulative and heartless being
That our children and I no longer have a desire to keep seeing
You hoped our child died in the womb
But he didn't and instead showed me how to live
Living is about not taking anything for granted
Not how many things you do only for yourself 
You can't lie to me anymore
I have no desire to reopen that door 
For our children don't deserve this game you like to play
All it's doing is withering us away
Until your medicated and realize what matters most
Kindly remain a distant ghost 
Your betrayal this last time
Was enough to see you aren't ready for a family 
This is so long for now 
Hunter says goodnight with a wow
Wow, daddy you said all that horrible stuff about mommy
Shes took care of me alone
No thanks to your actions that's all you have shown
She told me you would teach me how to be kind 
But instead just how to control the mind
Get right before it's to late 
I'll always be your first mate
We loved you more then anyone has
We always will
But for now time is what's best
Before the last chance at our family comes to a dead rest