Category : Diary/Journal

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I feel a loss. At the pit of my stomach. I have lost someone. Or maybe I have given them up.
I ask you, if someone is a good friend, but a bad person, should you stay by them?
If you see someone hurt others, but they defend you if someone does the same to you, do you speak out?
If you know someone is clearly using you, and they never make you feel happy, but for some reason you still love them, do you keep being friends with them? Or would you even call that a friendship?
Because I don't know what I would call it. I don't know if I have lost a friend or rid of an enemy. I feel relief. I feel guilty. I feel conflicted. But at the same time I feel empty. I feel nothing.
I know I will miss you, but if I'm beside you I will regret it.
Whatever you would call It, or what I call it, I have decided you are old news. Remembered, but not returned to. Goodbye, my friend. And good riddance, my enemy.