Category : Poems

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I want to be smarter so i try harder and i try to expand my vocabulary so i can sound more intelligent and i hope this profile of mine is just a kick starter to something thats far better than what it currently is i don't want to be heard i want to be listened to so please don't let my words enter one ear and come out of the other i promise im not trying to cover anything i will write about anything and i will speak my mind weather you like it or not its for you to decide the choice is not mine i try to be divine and i try to make sense of the mess inside my head before im dead instead of sitting still and doing nothing id rather do something because then i feel like im something and when i do nothing i feel i am useless i hope someone can use this and take this in so they know they are not alone we all have felt pain emotionally and physically and we have alot more to undergo i know it hurts but the future is ahead instead we need to think about the present wich i personally have a hard time doing I usually get stuck in the the past but the past has already effected me  and the present is effecting me now and the future will effect me later myself i don't cater to i will admit every flaw i have and i will push myself to the limit so every minute can be spent unspinnin the webs inside my mind because they are currently  inhabited with spiders unlike the cobwebs of the past that i already took care of the spiders are my problems and theres so many i can't count i am going to take care of the most dangerous ones first to get them out of my way i will deal with the others another day and i hope i changed something in you today and made you think about now and not back then and never too far ahead because in that ending someone usually winds up dead because its too much for one brain to try to wrap around that entire concept it would be easier if we tried together so lets try to relate and connect the dots so we can have one big picture of what life really is