Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

My thought circle around. Over and over. The same thing. Whats wrong with me? The stress has long taken control. Making me think over and over again. I'm thinking about everything.
But don't try and comfort me. I only like the people I love touching me. The ones that love me, and know what I'm going through. There are few. And there's that thought again! Pounding on my brain. Trying to burst out of my skull. I want to let it loose, but I can't. Because free, it would run amuck. Over and over, it pounds in my ears.
So pardon if I seem disoriented. I'm suffering on the inside. Physically I'm fine, but inside... I just want to die. That thought, it takes all my attention. But I won't let it get out. I don't need your pity, your comfort. I only need for you to listen. To say I'm not completely insane. That thought tells me I'm too far gone. That I should just let it out. And my thoughts grow dark. And to my dismay, I'm not the girl I once was. All because of that thought.
Help me...