Category : Poems

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These demons of mine they try to claw their way out of my mind, I try to hold them back as much as I can but, I’ve become weak. 
I try to quiet them down, I even turn up the music loud, only to draw more of them to come out; it’s like my life is just a game and they all want to play. 
   These demons of mine aren’t all that bad, but you never know which one has come out till you’re staring at me face to face but at the end of everyday I just shut down and cry; I cry because all these demons in me, they just want one thing, and that is only to overpower me. They want to overpower my mind, body, and soul. And right now, I’m losing every bit of my will to keep on fighting, to keep pushing for another day, it gets harder and things get in my way. 
    I try to be happy, but where my luck runs out is when my angry demon storms out with any bad intentions from an ill minded soul. 
    I can’t hold onto my anger any longer, It’s gotten so bad to where I just explode. With no warning signs, everything that’s ever happened to me in my life suddenly bursts out of my mind and out of my mouth, and then everything just ends up going south. 
   So Why must I always feel this way, I’ve loved and I’ve lost but what makes me so angry? What makes me so sad? Why can’t I ever just cherish the happiest moments that I’ve ever had? But I guess those are questions I must seek on my own lonely journey of self discovery...