
All That's Left Is Hurt
Read Count : 145
Category : Books-Non-Fiction
Sub Category : Biography
Zara waited till her husband came home, she was done,done with being his doormat, his automaid, his punching bag, his not worth my time, that gives him the courage to continually hurt betray beat and oppress her. D.O.N.E She sat in the comfy high back single couch which was one from a three piece set her parents had bought cause the old one was torn ripped and literally bursting at the seams and just like the couch her parents had given her they gave so much more in the house. HELL the house it self was given to by them cause the husband she married was and which she painfully realised is a blood sucking bastard who lives of others hard earned money. Always taking and never willing to give back in return . Oh sure there was promises heck the promises alone could write a book and let's not forget about all the times he said this and said that but in the end he kept betraying her. Sure enough she decided that today is the day she's done she's not going to take anymore. Cole can have his life his personal space and he sure as fuck can find another wife hell why not use one from the many skanks his got surely one if not all of them wants to be the next Mrs Winters. But even in all this hurt anger hatred if she dares she loves him irrevocably thing is she can't ...not anymore ....its clear as day.... she's not worth shit when it comes to him she's just means to and end or what ever it is he's going to call it .... come on who wouldn't want a house car medical etc paid and stil get a salary at the end of the day. Hell even the kids are seen to by their grandparents who makes sure they are in want of nothing.So really what more could Cole really want.... but no wait .... he wants his fucking cake ....wants to eat it .... and still wants a piece for later.... so no I'm FUCKING DONE.....Nope not going to fight or scream or show any emotion even though it's ripping me apart inside I'm going to end this he can have his bitch his so called friend Pheese like I was born yesterday my ass friend more like his pieces of ass he has on the side and just don't want to let go of . I'm not beautiful where people would stop to stare or to take a second or even a third look but god dammit I'm worth way more that those skanks I gave him a home I stayed faithful loyal honest and bent my back so far that the back of my head is touching the fucking ground .... no I can keep doing this my kids deserves better I deserve better and yeah sure no one might go for "fat" women with three kids but you know what I don't care I dont give a fuck I can live alone that's why theres fucking electronic vibrators and electronic blankets so no I don't need to have a man in my life again and yes I'm ruined for I don't ever think I will ever be able to give my heart or yet alone trust another man ever again. .......Let the bastard come he's in for a FUCKING SHOCK OF HIS LIFE.....