What Is Was
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A single night turned into an everyday romance A teenage love seemingly endless A week no a month no a year I can't seem to remember Midnight shadows to sunlight smiles Comfortable silences with no need to speak There was no pressure ;nothing to be forced It Was Easy ... I have a background The cliche of pain Running away and boys of course 21 22 23 College parties with men I see here and there I don't know them well But I've seen them well enough There was one guy Ryan I adored for no good reason Imagine falling in love with a ghost There was no stability ;nothing good to be found An Emotionless body traded for a false reality It Was Chaotic … A day to remember A day of a bit of pity A day of a new beginning Through with the constant heartache I retired my ways And instantaneously he came to me A virtuous boy eager to rid of his teenage burden A silly teenage girl willing to abide A single night turned into an everyday romance There was progression acceptance It was breathtaking … Maybe If i didn’t Maybe if i would’ve Waited Relaxed Thought Running circles through my mind Wondering why Why me I took them All 7 or 8 of them The monster from my past Is too much Or not enough I didn’t want death Just change A change i didn’t know I wasn't ready for It was a mistake ... A virtuous boy eager to rid of his teenage burden His teenage burden of me Underlying feelings Hidden behind hooded eyes How Could he change at a time like this It was too much for me It was too much for him ... Just wait for me he said I wouldn't I couldn't I should have I want it back I can't seem to remember A week no a month no a year Dancing in parking lots Holding hands It was easy And now it's gone … I have a future The cliche of pain Boys Maybe girls Who knows The thought of that day forever lingering The midnight shadows to sunlight smiles The progression acceptance The remembrance of a teenage love As it is and everything that it was A single night turned into an everyday romance A teenage love seemingly endless A week no a month no a year I can't seem to remember Midnight shadows to sunlight smiles Comfortable silences with no need to speak There was no pressure ;nothing to be forced It Was Easy ... I have a background The cliche of pain Running away and boys of course 21 22 23 College parties with men I see here and there I don't know them well But I've seen them well enough There was one guy Ryan I adored for no good reason Imagine falling in love with a ghost no stability ;nothing good to be found An Emotionless body traded for a false reality It Was Chaotic … A day to remember A day of a bit of pity A day of a new beginning Through with the constant heartache I retired my ways And instantaneously he came to me A virtuous boy eager to rid of his teenage burden A silly teenage girl willing to abide A single night turned into an everyday romance There was progression acceptance It was breathtaking … Maybe Maybe If i didn’t Maybe if i would’ve Waited Relaxed Thought Running circles through my mind Wondering why Why me . I took them All 7 or 8 of them The oblivious barbaric monster Is too much Or not enough I didn’t want death Just change A change i didn’t know I wasn't ready for It was a mistake ... A virtuous boy eager to rid of his teenage burden His teenage burden of me Underlying feelings Hidden behind hooded eyes How Could he change at a time like this It was too much for me It was too much for him ... Just wait for me he said I wouldn't I couldn't I should've I want it back I can't seem to remember A week no a month no a year Dancing in parking lots Holding hands Making out in public It was easy And now it's gone … I have a future The cliche of pain Boys Maybe girls Who knows The thought of that day forever lingering The midnight shadows to sunlight smiles The progression acceptance The remembrance of a teenage love As it is and everything that it was
