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Every one in my family says that I'm fearless, and that I'll end up as beimg an amazing person. But I feel that it isn't true, you see, my birthday is coming up. And that's when I officially become a teenager. When I turn 13. And I'm afraid to become a teenager becuase... I'm afraid I'll become aggressive, and run away, and say stuff that i don't mean to my family. I'm afraid of becoming a teenager. So instead of being happy and excited for my birthday to come... I'm afraid, and worried about the future and what will happen. I don't like Change that much, and when it comes to being afraid, it takes me a long time to face that fear... I just don't know if I'm ready to be a teenager. I guess I just need help thinking positive, because lately that's been pretty hard for me. I already get really bad mood swings, i hit my sister when I'm ticked off, only becuase I take my anger out on her all the time. I already have trouble controling my temper... I'm afraid I'll really hurt someone if I get too mad. So instead of coming out and being with my family and friends... I hide so I don't lash out, i hide so I don't hurt anyone... so I'm afraid that when I become a teen. That the anger I have, will end up with someone getting seriously hurt. I don't know why I suddenly feel this way... I guess I just do