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Messaging my ex who I believe I'm in love with really doesn't help both of us. 
He finally says he misses me and the little things we did,I was his best friend ..told me he hates me being so far away and I said the same. 
Told him I hope he finds a girl that's better than me cuz he moved on. He says he had no choice but to move on.
I broke down and told him that I'm not in love with my husband,that I'm in the middle of getting a divorce because I'm not happy and other reasons but bottom line:I'm not in love with my husband. I told him if he thinks I'm stupid or something It's whatever,I told him that since he felt he had no choice but to move on than I have no choice but to let him go. He just replied with it's ok I just thought I'd give you space to reflect and I'm sorry if I upset you(i still don't know what that means). I told him that I shouldn't have even gotten with this guy.the only reason I did was because I got tired of being a disappointment to him and that I can't be what he wants me to be. .he just gave me the wow reaction. He sent me a meme telling me to be myself.  I told him that's why I love him..he of course replied with an Aw and a smiley face. 
Am I crazy or did he actually moce on or not? I'm getting mixed signals here and it's drivingme nuts because if I know he didn't really move on I'd want to run to him because he's always been my weakness and if my mind is correct(still having dreams about us being together again) I really feel like he's the one im supposed to be with I'm life. 
I wish that this was so much easier.