Category : Diary/Journal

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What does it take to be me?
To have friends that love and support but deal with endless fears that they'll leave you because you're just too much effort and not enough reward. 
To know you're smart but have horrible work ethic and doubt that any college would ever accept you.
To be called attractive, but feel fat and ugly every single time you look in a mirror or any photo of yourself 
To be apart of multiple clubs but hardly have any time to relax, because if you relax for a second than you're just going to be stuck in a cycle of self hatred that you aren't sure you'll be able to escape again
To have a loving family, but unsure how the rest of my family will take me being gay.
To be me, or anyone at all. Comes with great aspects, but also harmful ones that make me glad we're all our own individual persons