Category : Stories

Sub Category : YoungAdult

He sits in his room all alone evreyday trying so hard to hold on trying so hard not to give up but he has some problems he has extreamly bad anxity and depression and really bad anger issues so when theres an agument at home he freaks out and starts screaming beacuse he feels trapped in his mind nowhere to go nobody to help him or to talk to he feels alone on a daily basis he wants to give up but he wont beacuse he has a beautifal girlfriend and they are actully in love he wants to spend the rest of  his life with her but there having some problems they keep fighting he is controlling but only because he is scared to lose her she is the love of his life the one hes been waiting for forever but the fighting turned into name calling and screaming they still love eachother as far as they know he just got fired from his job so he has no money and he needs to provide for his addictions like ciggarets alcohol and weed the weed helps him calm down but he has startedbecoming dependent on it so when he cant get it he has anxity attacks and evreything goes black and he cant breath all he wants is to live a happy life and not be deppressed all the time he sits alone in his room cause he has almoast no friends exept his best friend lucas hes allways been there for him he sits in his room crying almoast evreyday most of the time for no reason at this point all he wants to do is give up but he cant... he cant convince himself to do it for some reason he wants death but at the same time he wants to live he tryes explaining it to people but he cant even explain it himself so hes praying to a god he hopes can hear him crying for help but nobody comes to the rescue hes givin up trying he acepts the fact the he will never get better and he will allways be sick.....(depression is a sickness..and he is me...