Suicide Wishes Read Count : 174

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I wanna take a pill and let my insides wither. I wanna cause pain to my world. Pummel my veins with poison.
I wanna rip my body to fucking shreds. Im fucking worthless in all eyes that have sight. 
My taste, so bitter and toxic to any that get close enough. 
No wonder they escape me. 
No wonder I've been left to writhe in agony alone. My body receding from the herd. 
You've left me like trash over and over and over and over. What am I to suspect of myself? I'm sewage. My guts've known. I wake in the morning with the same emptiness. Taunted by the same dreams inching me closer, wanting me to die. 
Finally.
I want to end it all so quickly.

Comments

  • Thomas Hunter

    Thomas Hunter

    I am torn to how to take this. is this a work of fiction relating how it feels to be depressed; it is very accurate i remember vividly how this felt. if this is how you actually feel right now then I would like to have a private conversation about this with you with regards to getting better and understanding how depression scews reality.

    Jun 26, 2018

  • never give up

    Jun 26, 2018

  • Never give up! Always hold on to beautiful life. yeah, it can seem shitty sometimes, but it means something to everybody.

    Jun 26, 2018

  • River Chi

    River Chi

    Thank you for the well wishes and 💖

    Jun 26, 2018

  • Jun 27, 2018

  • i feel you so much man i know how those thoughts can consume your soul but ask for help from your friends or from us . we are here for you

    Aug 09, 2018

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