Category : Diary/Journal

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Dear Diary,
Today I went to the mall with Kellie and Eliana. We went to so many stores but as we were leaving Kellie was acting a bit strange. It was really unlike her to be acting this way. After a few minutes Eliana started to catch on I thought it was a joke but it is not. Kellie than pulled out a baggie filled with pills I ask why she had it and than she said it is "for some fun". we started to walk to eliana's house than they started to crush up a few pills and sniff them into their nostrils I was a bit confused about what they were doing. Eliana handed me some and said "try it out" and I did because Kellie and Eliana are my friends why would they want to hurt me . After a few bags I felt dizzy and nauseous and had an splitting headache. I was so tired do sat on the wooden rocking chair with a knitted soft blanket elies grandma knitted I felt like I was falling asleep. I wake up to my phone that was filled with texts and voice mails from my mom I ameditally ran out of the door to my house.  I find my mom on the couch in the living room I had never seen a scared and worried look on her face. I tell her I fell asleep at elies house on accident and than she yelled at me and I was grounded for 2 weeks. Good thing she didn't find out what really happened. A few days later I see Kellie and I said why haven't you been at school she responded like this "look it has nothing to do with you and we are not still friends if you are wondering". I felt a bit guilty and confused about what happened between us. It was time to leave I take the bus home. When I get home from school I go on Instagram I see that everyone was doing exactly what Kellie and Eliana had been doing I used to have friends so if I have to do this to get my friends back than that's what I will do. I started doing more. Than before you know it  me and ellie have started to talk again. I find out elliana was also doing this thing called weed so I tried it out myself at a party. I come home my dad was asleep and my mom was watching T.V my mom said "ew what is that nasty smell" she comes over and "goes gross you smell like pot have you been doing drugs" she gave me a sad and made look and says "I'm worried about you young lady" "I told her I'm 14 now stop being so controlling I can do what I want". Than I ran to my room to change I try to sleep but my mom's sobbing was annoying. I wake up to check what new drugs I have I took my heroine than I couldn't breath I look up everything is blurry than I wasn't feeling anything I hear my mom yelling after that everything goes pitch black. (I made this up in never took drugs)