Category : Poems

Sub Category : N/A

Today when I logged on I saw your face
A flood of memories and emotions washed over me
You were my first crush
Because of your smile
Your personality
Your sense of style
You were my first friend at the high school
Whenever the anxiety hit you were there 
Knowing exactly what to say
You were the first person at the school not to treat me different because of my disability
I really appreciated that
You introduced me to your friends 
And we all hung out and got along
A lot different than my last year in middle school
You loved to sing Lady Marmalade
You introduced me to Bloodhound Gang's The Bad Touch
You cosplaying as L for a week 
Begging me to keep it secret
So you could surprise your boyfriend
You looked so cute as L
And you were great at the cosplay
Got his personality and mannerisms right
We talked about writing stories together
And although it didn't make it on paper we did write a story about our "wedding"
With your boyfriend at the time being the best man 
Man, did he hate that 
And our craziest friend being the priest
That freaked him out, haha
Every time we hung out is was the best
Looking at your pictures 
I wish we could talk and catch up
You were so beautiful 
Amd easy to talk to
You walked me home from school once
And even though we got a little lost it was awesome
You didn't make me feel like I was too slow
Hanging out with you at the house was fun
You were worried what my parents would think
Do you remember the fair at school?
Where we got lost and your boyfriend had to find us
Everything about that day was amazing
And we texted all summer
You introduced me to Facebook even though I was grounded from computers at the time
I remember our next year at the high school when you came to school upset
Some had happened the night before
So instead of going to class
We sat outside and talked till you felt better
It wasn't till after senior year when I moved away that I admitted I had a crush on you
Of course you already knew
But you were so cool about it
And you gave me the courage to come out to a few people
I miss everything about you
I hope you are truly in a better place