Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

I can't be what you want me to be.every time I think I'm doing better in life than I was and feeling proud of myself,you just give me one more reason why I shouldn't be-because I'm not good enough. 
I try and push myself like you're expecting me to-always trying to be the best! But it's never good enough for you..is it? 
Why is it that when I start feeling even a little better about myself you run me down by complaining that I'm not doing something right or I'm only doing it half assed by your standards? I thought I was doing ok? 
I guess not..
And now I'm back to having low self-esteem along with negative feelings towards myself like I did last time and you really don't seem to care one bit about how I am feeling about myself.