Category : Diary/Journal

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Im in love. And its hard. Because i dont know if they would love me back. They say that they care anout me(because theyre i love you means goodbye) but how do i know thats true? I dont know if they would want to be with me. So i keep quiet. Its hard though,botteling up all those emotions. Especially when they are your best friend. Ive been in love with them for three years and ive tried so hard to hide it away. For a while, i thought they loved me. Now im not so sure. Do they really care? Do they really love me? These questions continue to flood my head. I steel every chance i can get with them because i may not stay here for long. We may be going to be separated soon as well. They told me to call them everyday if that happens. But what if they start to not like me?What if they find someone better? Im not entirely sure of our future. I dont even know if the stuff that we planned together will happen. All i know is i love them. Im scared. Really scared. I dont think telling them is a good idea,but i cant keep bodeling up my emotions anymore. Maybe i should finally tell them... I just hope that they wont hate me.