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I love the color pink but it doesn't suit me at all. 
I love exercise but my family hates it nor does it go with my normal look.
I love nature and technology all at the same time but they don't mix. 
I love being alone but I cannot go without attention.
I love to create things but I'm not talented or smart enough to make anything worth while. 
I love showing off skin and looking normal but can't even wear shorts in public.
I love talking but struggle to mutter a word during class.
I love roughhousing but I'm fragile so no one ever messes around with me. 
I love drinking and drugs but I know they are horrible for someone my weight.
I love my friends but cannot truly open up.
To top it all off
I love who I want to be but hate it all the same, I love the things I do but hate myself for doing them, hating myself for who I am and who I am not.
What can I be then?