Category : Poems

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Sunny days, full of smiles and laughter
Quiet evenings with cuddling and snoring
The most random of adventures
Till you decided I wasn't what you wanted anymore
Little did you know in six months your first born son would enter the world
Your addiction tore us apart, left me alone and afraid
You didnt know who I was anymore
Your lifestyle is sloppiest it's ever been and here I am alone praying ur safe 
You through us away like we were nothing
Planted your seed into her, forgot all about us
Till that day
The day you called because you were in jail
Jail for all the sloppiness catching up to you
You messed up and needed me
But where were u when I needed u
U missed the birth of our son
Your first born son, and his first year is on me and me alone
You left me high and dry
Scared and just ready to die
But I stood by u through it all
Because true love doesnt just rise or fall
Love is meant to be fought for even when it hurts the most
Seeing you there for her made me feel like a ghost
I still stayed strong, even in moments I was breaking apart
Your manipulation game was so smart and strong when we met, u left me thinking it was my fault
That I wasnt good enough 
Now almost 2yrs later were at a similar place
You screwed up again
You put your work life about your true love, your dedicated wife
Our son cries for your love, but when duty calls u go off for days
Days u miss moments and memories that were meant to be made
Memories of life, of love, of how u left
But this time was the breaking point for me
I left you
You insist it's only a break
But I'm sorry but I've had all I can take
I have to go
It's for the best
Before I watch you wither away like an old hope chest
I'll always love you, and this isn't easy for me to do
But our son deserves more then a particle of you
I can do this without u, I've done it before 
I just cant believe you did this again 
I pray you get better and realize why I've left for good
I'm sorry but I refuse to allow our childrens life to be at risk for you life of the hood
Love is pure but only for me to them
Your full of pain that will never end
Except for us and this poem of sorrows
Good bye my love there are no more tomorrows