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I don’t feel happy, 
Happy is just a word to me,
I can’t even imagine, 
What it feels like to be truly happy. 
I at least can enjoy myself and smile, 
When I mistake the feeling of calm to be happy and I smile. 
But when I look back at those moments, 
I don’t see happy,
I don’t see any joy, 
All I see is pain. 
I want to go back, 
Way back to the past, 
And change my life just a small thing.
And I will be finally happy. 
But I can’t,
That’s just how it is. 
I don’t feel happy.
~ Angela Evans