DIVORCE LETTER Read Count : 95

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THIS WAS MY REASON FOR WANTING A DIVORCE, I SET THIS DOWN ON THE COUNTER AND WALKED OUT

I don't know what to believe, about our life together, i don't know how to feel about a part of me being severed, not just momentarily, but forever, it's a hard thing to swallow, and i can't stand it when the tears hit the pillow, as i lay down at night and attempt to get some rest, the pressure of my wrong doings elevates the pain to stress, ive been thinking about your heartfelt pleas, and how sincere you made it all seem, and how badly you want the truth, so that u can be set free, i guess after 16 years, a few smiles and even more tears, i can grant you your one last wish, in hopes you wont have to endure the things i did, the pain i did, for the length of time i did, i dont wish that on my worst enemy, and your by far my worst enemy, for my worst enemy is me, and i guess by giving you what you need, it will also set me free, I didnt plan none of this, i promise, i got caught up in the endless accusations that i was cheating on you, day in and day out, i was so tired of knowing that nomatter what, you looked at me like you werent enough, mixed with the long hours at work, and the stress of being shoved in the dirt, left me longing for someone that actually trusted in me, and believed in me, cause in all actuality, thats what i need to feel free, something i will always need, you never have granted me, that one single thing, but all is well now, i guess i threw in the towel, on a technical foul, im a fool, but aint no use in boohooin now, ima be straight up, hold on, and lay it all down, for you, for me, for us, ive been seeing Shannon since August, on a conversation level at first, and it slowly progress to sex, then i was slapped with a pregnancy test, and thats what it is i need to confess, and so when do i start taking responsibility, for the things ive done, what about my son, our son, the one you've done your best to exclude me from, and make it like im not his father, no times given to babysit, cause you think i'm just shit, always have, and i guess that's all ive given you throughout the years to base your thoughts on, now im long gone, done you so wrong, and now there's nothin left to us but a song, and that's truly were all this went wrong, now you can truly move on, you will always have a place in my heart, and please don't keep Jesse from me, I beg you, so that he don't have to endure the things i did, growing up

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    Thank yall

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