So Confusing And Hurtful. Read Count : 106

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I can't get you out of my head or my heart and it's driving me insane and it's tearing me apart. 

We both messed up in the 5 years that we were together so we finally went our separate ways,we agreed that it was just better if it went that way. Than why have you accepted my friend request,replied to my message when I apologized for my wrongs? Liked certain posts and replied with little comments? Why am I still dreaming about you when I haven't even seen you or thought about you? 

And please keep in mind that this has gone on for 3 years now..I can't control them and I can't stop them. You're not my husband and my dreams always go down the path of us being together. I can't be in love with you when we both messed up So much! I refuse because you're not mine.. But I think my heart wishes differently and than it leaves me confused with so many questions that I'll probably never get the answers to. 

What would happen if we talked?

If we saw each other again?

You left a wow reaction whenI posted that I don't want to go back to the town where you're at our be seen by anyone except family-what does that even imply? 

I guess I'll never know and time will only tell what will happen. 

Until than my dreams will continue to haunt me with visions of you. 

Comments

  • Jun 17, 2018

  • seems like you're going through a lot of pain 🙁

    Jun 17, 2018

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