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You keep looking at me dirty, like I did something wrong. You turned the whole situation around and made me look like the guilty one. You told people lies, that I "Loved" you! Bitch if I loved you, I wouldn't be sitting here writing about how much I hate you! You are the last thing that I would ever fall in love with. You don't even deserve to be referred to as a "He," you're a THING, an IT! An unhuman, selfish, narcissistic, conceited, son of bitch. I'm glad you ain't in life anymore, because if you were, all you would do is just bring more toxic shit in my life. So go ahead, keep telling yourself that I was in love with you, because that's what you want to hear, that's what you want to believe. You want to believe that I was in love with you, but the truth is, YOU were the who was in love with me! So you took that fact that I didn't love you into a whole huge scheme! You confessed your love and then said it was a joke. But little did I know you were secretly dating someone you were talking shit about to me! So you kept posting videos of you two and pictures and poetry, trying to see if I would react in a way. You wanna know how I reacted! I laughed! I knew and I still know that you are the one who's madly in love with me. You're just scared to admit it. So you lie to yourself and say you love someone who don't actually love, because you can't ever be with the real person you are actually in love with! So you took that embarrassment . . . You took that scheme, and turned it around and starting saying "she's the one who's in love with me," because you couldn't bare that fact that I wasn't in love with you. You can give me all the dirty looks in the world,  one thing will never change about you. You're a selfish son of bitch, that only loves himself. You're not mad because I don't love you! You're mad because you couldn't have me! That's the real reason why you're so pissed! But the really sad thing is. I'll never forgive you this time around!