Category : Poems

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I want out of my head I wanna be dead 
Lay me down to rest ..Feel at ease ..No pain ..Or tension.. Its not selfish to try to save the ones I love from my own self hate ...So why must I stay here and live this life this way and make everyone pay  when all I can do is  self hate
Why can't I be the one to make the final cut ?
Why do I have to stay ..Can't anybody see I dont belong ..My body is weak my mind is lost, my soul is ruptured ..I'm tired of all this self torture..Mind is stuck on rewind ..Heart is pounding out the door hands are sweaty ..Can't take it anymore ..All I can do is sit here and stare ..Crying no longer helps.. Nobody sees me in the night ..Out of sight can't get nothing right .writing my feelings they say is a healing..But who does it heal ..It seems writing only stalls ..Steals from my emotion of all the commotion that surrounds my life day and night ..Let me see the light let me die tonight