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As the tears run down my cheeks the trembling in my voice as I attempt to speak the pain I feel goes oh so deep sometimes I just want to breakdown and cry I feel so empty so incomplete I try so hard to carry on hoping one day this pain will soon be gone my heart sorrow it’s became ice cold in this lifetime all I wanted was love but I was mislead deceived used and abused feeling so empty inside no matter how hard I try to fight it I cry out for help but no one hears until I’m gone and their eyes fill with tears I can no longer take it I just want to feel loved to be warm inside instead of so cold my mind is uneasy and my thoughts are distraught impossible to feel my lonely heart I wanted respect courage and support but instead I want put down let down and worse used until there is no more of me to give my life is a nightmare that will never end I want to be happy not so depressed and puzzled in this world not knowing what to do I’m hoping this poem really is deep because the pain I feel is unbearable the lies I’ve been told I can never overcome as pain surrounds me I loose my train of thought barely able to speak I’m so lost someone please save me from the dark I want to be successful but it seems to hard I’m at war with myself I am so lost I want to be okay inside and out but I can’t seem to without someone stomping my heart I feel so stupid for letting them in and I should have ran when I had the chance darkness feels the room I’m looking at black walls when I look in the mirror all the pieces fall apart my life is scattered no guidance or purpose so someone please tell me why living is worth it.
                           B.P