Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

I think you're not quite ready for me. You don't have love for me right now, at least not the kind I need. Everything you have.... all the love, all the time, right now, is for yourself. And it's not because you can't love or you don't have love in your heart, you have plenty. It's just that it took you so damn long to fall in love with the idea of being alone that you can't support another right now because you don't know how. You gave everything you had to someone else so whatever is left is going towards yourself. It may seem selfish because as humans we are supposed to spread love and love everyone. Well, fuck that shit! Your time is right now, in this moment. You are hungry and if I'm not entirely with you on this, then in your eyes I am entirely against you.
I know I am ready for you. I have a lot of love for you right now, the kind of love you need. Everything I have.... all the love, all the time, right now is for you. And it is only because I have so much of love for you in my being. It took me so damn long to really and truly fall in love unconditionally that I can't hold it back right now because I don't know how. I gave everything I had to someone else only to discover that I still have a lot more to give and I'm saving it all for you. It may seem selfish because as humans we are supposed to spread love and love everyone. Well, fuck that shit! My time is right now, in this moment. I am hungry and if you're not entirely with me on this, then in my eyes you are entirely against me.