Category : Poems

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You were my only prayer but you turn to be my dilemma. I put our happiness before my success becouse then that was what matters. I walked so proudly knowing that you loved me. I had my hope high becouse you promise me that "when we fall we fall together" Little did i know that you were for lust. Leaving me in hungry world was not the thing that hurt the most, What hurt me the most is your lies, Your fake promises and fake smiles.i was never well since then.Whenever i remember the smile and your words my eyes are filled with warm tears. I was told that time could heal the worst wound but am still Am bleeding. You did not only give me the reason to hate you but also myself. Yes i dont know what my destiny holds but i know that people find their destiny. I have always asked myself these one quetion "am i not good enoug for him".  Several times i go back to the mirror to see wether i luck all that a woman has. Then i again asked myself "Or i dont have that dressing mode he wanted". I could not help myself answer any of the questions. They kept ringing in my mind thousands of times. Well you are the only one who has the answer to my questions. I already lost all that matters and all that motivate me for now is that suicide is haraam.                             .                                               .                                               FDAA. Dilemma 99