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i let you play with my head 
im  lookin like the fool  right now 
 
in alot of different ways 
 i guess i had to learn the hardest way 
i found out that your love was fake  
you wasnt fooling any one else only me  
well at least i took one for the team  
cause my heart   craves  love 
 only a real heart could give    
this arguementative shit 
gives me a headache  
so where was you
 when my heart   fell apart  
you was gone   playin around with a  different tune 
giving these thots a thought or two 
 have em thinkin they  could maybe take my place if they tried to 
let them play their best card  they had in hand 
in hopes    youd pick  them out in the end 
thinking you waz gun put your all in 
you a fuckin lie your full of em  
  even after knowing all this i still tried to get to know the real you  
i guess im the stupid one yout true colors you done showed them 
i noticed every bad signal and ignore all of em 
im such a fool for you 
i always forgave you and took you back 
 i stayed  blessing you  
even when i was raised to be a different type 
i only wanted you to love me 
 but here you are  on social websites  
showing this  slut some positive love 
but they dont understand  what real love is 
it was never an option they sold every quality they ever had 
you wasted your self 
on  pleasen  any bitch who  gave you a response  used for drugs 
it was me who wanted to bring out the husband in you 
right after the hoe days was threw 
but you keep on playin me like im the fool 
acting like you have nothing but time to play a game 
  you would treat me like i was no good to you or the next guy  
  will i ever get you to be honest whenn you tell me things   
 honestly  you wont   give that shit to me put it   up high for me  to look up to but  
you always say a lie to my face 
id lay my life down if it meant  fighting this  war by your side 
so dont ever think i couldnt   fight  for you  
my hearts built like a soldiers is 
all ik is fighting for something  sombody else  can take away 
  the kind of love i give is a  type   you could never replace 
this love came to you as a test and you failed nevery question i sent  
itsz ann error that has grew inside of you 
maybe you shpuld sit down take a   lesson or two 
make sure you get with the right team 
and when you leave start on learning how to be different \
how to show the one who loved you with no self thought 
  for loyalty you should do a thousands thangs plus more
to show how u really wan to  love them  
because you  said it was me who saved you  when you need someone 
do you even  have my best interest  at mind or is it just you first  all the time 
cause im the one who wants to see you do great at life  
with a heart of gold 
full of a love that could never fade  to bullshit ahead  
it full of trust and always gives   loyalty  to us 
people talkin good behind ya bck 
when you not lookin 
ya i hear he a good man
 he can  hold his own 
he wont  take advantage of  your  love
   it a positve life that surrounds  him 
his  future full off good vibes and a ending that everyone wanted
it was me who was willing to give you that 
but you deserted my love
tried to  barriy me in your thoughts 
i pop up once in awhile  you just push me aside . 
 iill admit that shit hurts 
but if thats what you want i wont stop you from haven a free mind 
ill leave you alone for the next bitch to explain her love 
for you it wont even sink in like mine it was to late