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I die completely inside when I hear those three words come out of your mouth, "I love her," my heart breaks in a million tiny pieces. Like from all the other words you could have told me, you tell me those three agonizing words that I never wanted to hear. You say you "love her," with no expression in you're eyes. It's like it was meaningless to you. You tell me you would die with out her. Then why is it when you say those words you say them with no feeling? When you talk about her your eyes are cold dead. Emotionless. Why say words you don't actually mean. So do you stay up at night? Do you wonder "why am I saying I love you, if I dont mean it?" Does that keep you up at night? What actually  keeps you up at night? The fake love,  or the way you actually feel about me?