Stay
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Category : Diary/Journal
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Why are you hiding from me? There appears no separation between your car door and the backyard. You pull in. In an instant, you're lost in the weeds. I can't seem to get a grip on your face. Long enough to know this aversion you've put into my life. It remains an after thought. As you walk away, the silence carries. I wish you knew me. I wish you saw me. But fuck I wanna hate you so bad. I wanna throw you against the wall like you threw me in chains. You. Forcing me to make a decision. Forcing me to be real about who's deciding. And I want to hate you for that. For that lesson you placed so blatantly in my lap. Like a knife that cut to the core too quick. A mirror just too clean; and unwarranted. I was unprepared to meet myself that day. But you brought me to that place. You show no mercy.
