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God prom was a flop 
Now I need to go back home cause I feel like im gonna drop
My feet are killing me
And im fucking tired of watching him dance with the other girls we totally avoided each other
I have pics of me and everyone individually but none with him😭
That hurts a hell of a lot
I feel like laying in this bed and crying all night
I am sure of it now
He hates me 
He really hates me
He rather be with someone beautiful and who is popular and looks like a god danm model
I'm just me 
Like what the hell
I'm ugly
I'm not popular
I dont grind on other girls
I'm totally different
Different is a bad thing 
I get hurt for it 
I just wanna blend in sometimes 
Maybe when i see him tomorrow I can avoid him 
Not play around 
Maybe i will cry in the bathroom again like in 6th grade 
I just dont get it 
Why can't I look cute
Have a perfect look that people would like 
Instead of being like this
The music is all different 
I'm just so so pissed

What is love 
Fake 
What is trust
Fake 
What is joy
Fake
What the fucking hell am i 
I'm god danm fake 



P.s. I might stop writing for a while I just need a break from stuff in life not prom but other bs thats going on srry