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I just dumped someone, I don't think I did it right.
Why am I the one in pain if I'm supposed to be inflicting the pain?
I am like the hunter who had his gun facing the wrong way.
I'm not good at relationships or life in general, but I'm certain of one thing this isn't how I'm supposed to feel.
I'm supposed to feel free and liberated instead I feel like a vacuum is slowly sucking away all my oxygen and I'm suffocating.
I shouldn't be hurt but I am. For weeks I have been trying to figure out how to let you down easy, and when I finally did, you didn't even ask me to stay.
It's not that I want to stay cause it's a terrible relationship but I just want to be missed, isn't that what everyone wants?