Self Abuse Read Count : 109

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We fight i scream i fight back with no restraint.
When im hurt i say all types of shit. 
I def regret trying to hurt you back!
But im tired of being the only one with a broken heart.
Why am i always the one with tears in my eyes 
You walk away like you felt nothin at all
Im starting to feel like my worth isnt worthy enough.
I love so hard i tear my own heart apart
 i guess i cant blame you because i keep trying to stay.
Walking away isnt an option in my mind .
ill keep going till i ruin any feeling you have left 
Ruin your image of me 
and most likely  my last chance 
 And then beg for another one 
 Idk its insanity to repeat things to many time expecting a differ outcome cause i alway end up hateing my self in the end it my fault putting my trust into another man But just wait on it this wont be the last time 
Im insane so lock me up throw away the key cause this heart so damaged me loving is a dangerous thing

Comments

  • Apr 30, 2018

  • Your not alone with these feelings of empty missery

    Apr 30, 2018

  • i can relate

    May 02, 2018

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