Category : Poems

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Second thoughts flooding my mind and soul, is he really worth it? Or should I just let go? I was so blinded by his charm that I didn’t give myself time to think, feeling like I dove into the water not realizing that I was going to sink. I feel like I reached the bottom of this big sea of wonder and I can’t seem to swim up to catch a breath, it’s like I’ve forgotten how to swim, I’m struggling trying to reach the Surface but the tide of my heart keeps pulling me back in, it’s dark again, all I hear is the beat of my heart saying don’t give up try again. 
Second thoughts flooding my mind and soul, how will I know if he’s worth it, how will I know when to just let go? I’m laying out trying to catch my breath, I battled the tide my heart kept pulling me into now I’m left wondering what to do. Is my heart ready for another heartbreak, how will I know he’s genuinely true? I’m asking for some type of sign but no answers seem to come through. I lay awake in my bed daydreaming of what may lie ahead, but thoughts keep crossing my mind and I feel ashamed to even think of the bad but what more can I do? That’s all that I’m used to. I’ve been broken so many times before, I feel like that’s going to happen next. Should I stay and just take it day by day? Or should I guard my heart and walk away? 
Second thoughts flooding my mind and soul, wondering if it’s all worth it or when to just let go.