Category : Diary/Journal

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Another day another year and still I am here...life is full of surprises ,guilt and regret ,love and hate ..and everything in between ..today is my birthday just another day ..another number I become ...ageless....I have made so many mistakes ,so many regrets ..made and lost friends along the way ..but here I am 37 sober 2 kids loving family and all the living necessities I need ...happy sometimes,,sad most of the time ..every year the question always surfaces  what is my worth ? Why am I here..who am I .? What have I accomplished? Am I loved ? I'm still not a well known writer ,but I'm sober, I may not be where I want to be but thank god I'm not where I used to be ..life has brought me to a crossroad.. And for once I no longer look back ..I miss the friends I lost ..I miss myself ..not sure who I am the sober  me just know I'm sober ...not knowing how to answer these questions concerns me ..but then again ..I'm not done living ...if I was to die today the biggest and most important accomplishments are my 2 kids ..they are the reason I wake up they are the reason my heart beats they are the reason I know what love is ...and they are the reason I have made it to another birthday 💗