Category : Poems

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I know how it feels to have the world ultimately against you, how it's is to wake up feeling empty and alone, to wonder how fast your life is fading right beneath you. I know how it feels to endure so much pain, that you can't help but pull the trigger and shoot a bullet through your brain. I know the constant fear of not ever being good enough, the soul you once had was taken before you could ever think of pulling back, I know the emptiness someone can feel even when they're surrounded by loved ones. How the darkness can easily consume one to thinking that suicide is the only way out, trust me I've been down that route, I had that gun to my head but the power it took me to actually put it down now that was the battle to dread, I wanted to end everything I really did but now I seen the beauty of life, every morning it wakes me up and every night it falls asleep by my side, I have life in me again; the life I have runs around the house making a total mess, she looks at me as if I never did anything wrong and that little life calls me mom.