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The most powerful entity known to mankind, Leaves so many powerless to it's so-called "reward" or a temporary euphoria. You're forced to watch your loved ones change from the people you know them as into whatever bi-product this cold world turned them into.Someone who would never do the things this monster before you has just done...They also travel different avenues they know are unsafe and begin to live for "the now" instead of thinking of the big picture and holding regard for what could have been their future. Somerimes... well most times the addict will lie to get what they simply only wanted in the beginning...But have now become a complete and total slave to.I remember my first dance with the devil himself...I felt an indescribable sensation of pleasure and felt no pain. Then I came down...And it wasn't the first time,  But even the second time of dancing with the devil,  I didn't feel quite as what i thought was amazing ever again...But eventually,  the dope wore off,  And i ran out of money...But my body didnt understand...I officially knew i was addicted the first time i experienced withdrawal...I have never felt such agony... which i should have known that was the consequence for something that made me think i felt so incredible. All i know now is that this disease is the hardest battle I've ever gone up against... And im starting to win.  I officially have to check myself so that i don't get too far ahead ofmyself. But just for today... im alive and well, Equipped with one hell of a story to tell.