Category : Poems

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My heart beats fast, its like a drum. being rapidly hit as if one hit will shatter it. I feel my vision slowly fading in and out. I grab the air in front of me trying to grab a body, I just need something to tell me I'm alive and this isn't death, the pounding in my head tells me that my brain still functions. My mouth is dry as if all the moisture has been sucked out of it, a knot forms in my throat and stomach as if someone is tieing a marriage together. I lay here in the darkness for what feels like an eternity. The memories of what light use to be slowly fades more and more each moment, each day it slowly seeps out like paint from a cracked can. My heart slows down, the cold starts to consume me, like a fatal illness it isn't kind to me, it leaves cuts and bruises. The pain reminding me that we are alive in this cold and broken world, the anger fills me with a type of joy, expressions aren't known to this feeling. My heart swells up as if its a balloon ready to pop and give forth rushing blood. My head has questions rushing through them. Does it matter? Why am I here just to be stuck in this coldness?! Are we all stuck here forever in our own darkness to sink deeper into the Abyss we have? I feel hands grab me and I know that the door to my prison has been swung open as I am ripped from the darkness, I squint my eyes as I feel myself being set free from myself. I smile and walk into the world a free man, but a part of me is still stuck in that prison, a prison we all share. And we will always have a part of us there. But as long as we have someone to pull us from the darkness, we will be fine.