Category : Diary/Journal

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Oh god, I feel it , it's coming that itch I hate it that itch I can hear it's call ,
I try not to listen , but that itch it's not to far , I am in all kinds of trouble and I know I really hate it it only takes a couple days , but it's coming I hear it and fuck it's not far, 
I'm looking this way and that and my body is burning and the need and thirst it's getting hard, I know it has my number and can smell the desire , I'm trying to hide my odor , shit oh shit I can't hide it , it's locked the hunger and its gleaming in its eyes. I am panicking , running this way and that my body and mind are all in a race , I want to just do it and have some peace and silence , nothing but dullness , no feeling at all , that inhaled smoke of complete nothing , it rolls in on me in seconds flat , I do not lie oh fuck no its that fast that burning itching gone silence, I feel my body be consumed by the monster and the emptiness , it flows threw my body , in the blood I feel it take over , now another being looks at you from behind my eyes , can't believe it , it got me shit it got me again that burning itch it found me and now we begin again , starting over frighten sucks , to kill an itch , just one fix the monster giggles and stares at me , smiling its smile , knowing it's been fed and it's won again, I stare unhappy and I yell you won again but the battles not over and your tricks and the smell the putrid stench I'll wash it and conquer you my horrid friend, and I will not itch again , when I'm done I'll kill you dead , and you will never make me itch again. Your tricks are good and your itch so great and burning like fire that never quits but I will I will fight till I win, or they lay me, and I die . That I know was your seductive game , and I've lost so many , and I pray I don't itch and I yell and scream no more no more, you break me and my body is broken, I will battle to the grave, the itch will never stop , and the game so seductive everyone finds it hard not to play. Can be the answer you say to all of life's pain, but the trick is in the lie it's gonna haunt you forever and break you till you wain and cry , it will laugh at your choice to play and , your itch is always there no matter when. The trick is to bind him no itch no call from that monster from within .