Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

Hi all,
My names Craig i have pyscosis i have created a voice in my head its called ed,ed tells me bad things when am down i have hope now ed isnt controlling me anymore in my dark days ed would tell me i was a bad person who didnt deserve to life so i decided to take control and planned my suicide it was a 3 month plan my plan was to make everyone hate me then they wouldn't be upset when i was gone so i started a self destruction of my life i gambled 16 thousand i made mistakes in my work so other guys would get the blame i was doing everything ed (the voice) would tell me to do i started seeing shadows and images of ed by this time i was ready to go so on the day of my death i got all the tools required to end it all so i put the petrol all over my car and in the inside and gave ed the lighter i was scared but knew i had to go so told ed to do it and in those seconds when i was burning i had a sense of relief ed died first then i quickly followed but they seconds in between i was free and i felt good so this is dead craig from the grave saying am at piece now not in pain anymore love and miss you loads goodbye.