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Every night I cry myself to sleep and wake up hours before dawn just to drown in my own thoughts. People think that because I look happy and preppy on the outside that I naturally, have an awesome life. Well I hate to break it to you, but your wrong. I can't stand to wake up and realize just how much I have to do. The stress and anxiety spread through me like a disease. Sometimes if I'm lucky I can loose myself in writing and learn to live again. But it's all in vain. Once I stop I find myself,and in that moment I know. Today's going to be a terrible day.