Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

I hate this
I built this
I made this
What did i do...
I should of never came back thoses months ago
I only did it for my son
I listen to his lies and promies
And now im done
Im at the worst point i ever been
I might be strong
But ill never love him
I have moved on
But now i have to move out
I need more time
I need more money
How can i save up if he controls it all
Scared to speak up
Ill get hurt
Either take my time
Pretent im happy
Do as he pleases
Untill i can escape his grab on me
And i can do what i can for my son
I shouldnt live where i struggle with old habbits
Oh i wish i could go back to them
That hot metal touch to my pale white skin would do enough to get me by
But i have to be strong for my son
I cant give in incause they take me away from him
My son is the only reason why i live.
I be strong for him
But i dont like being alone...
I get scared
I am alone
I lost everyone because his father scared them all away
To much drama....
I cant handle being alone...
I need to get away
But idk how i can handle it..
I have my son.
I can be there for him..
But who will be there for me...