Secretly Drowning Read Count : 37
Category : Poems
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Usually I'm smiling and happy I'm understanding that life gets in the way But lately, I've held a secret that not even my husband knows My anxiety is getting worse and getting away from me Lately I'm drowning in thoughts of indecision Am I just a fraud? Am I a good writer? Am I a worthy friend? I even doubt my abilities of being a wife I try to keep it together And when I can't my husband's always there Saying the right thing But the thoughts are getting more frequent and sneaky They now know my schedule And they attack at night when I'm trying to sleep My guardian angel is there and lulls me into sleep But the moment I'm awake The flood comes rushing back and all I can think is Am I just a fraud?