Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

   I could count acts flirting within me. They want to allow myself to fake the expressions I'm not in the mood for. For several reasons why I don't fight this is because....
        * I don't want others to look at me crazy once I show them my true feelings. 
       * I'd hate for them to hurt me more after they see something they don't like.
       * I know I'm ignored by many, but it doesn't have to be to the point where it's often.
       * Things aren't exactly fit on me as much, so why should they be frequent. 
        Even if I did let myself go, there would never be another day when I'll be drenching in innocence and sanity.  Thinking about suppressing and trying to alleviate violations in my heart. I guess they'll try to pressure me until I can't hold this mask anymore.
      I bet maybe if I just take this off my chest then everything bad will be suppressed. And..okay.