Category : Poems

Sub Category : N/A

STOLEN INNOCENCE 

I cant believe you are so cool,
You chase me and we play.
You make me laugh and you act the fool,
Then you tickle me all day.

I think you are a lot of fun,
Someone that I can trust.
But as the days go on and on,
The look in your eyes has turned to lust.

By this time you have won me over,
So when you invite me into your flat.
Into your bedroom to play, you say,
I think "What's so bad about that??"

You sit on the bed and turn on the telly,
You put the games console on.
You give me a shot while you stroke my belly,
It's weird and it feels a bit wrong.

You ask me for a cuddle,
I really like doing this.
You then take things a little bit further,
And you lean in for a kiss.

I am only nine so I don't know what to do,
But you are fifteen and seem to know.
You stick your tongue inside my mouth,
I open my mouth too and go with the flow.

Today we watch a video,
The man and woman both wear no clothes.
They are moving and making funny noises,
Like someone is tickling their toes.

You ask me to touch yours like that,
I hesitate at first
You take my wrist and guide my hand,
Up and down so fast.

I couldn't have been so wrong,
By thinking you were a friend.
This was the start of something big,
That I thought would never end.

My soul and mind changed forever,
From this tragic part of my life.
I'm just a child I don't know how to deal,
With all this pain and strife.

"Why do you have to hurt me??",
Everytime I cry the same.
You cover my mouth to stifle my screams,
While I struggle to breath and deal with the pain.

You have stolen my virginity without my consent,
And what do you have to say??.
"Don't tell anyone or you will get into trouble,
The police will take you away".

To calm me down after, you are so gentle,
As you wipe my tears away.
You convince me that you love me,
And tell me to come back again to play.

The games we play are sore for me,
But you seem to have lots of fun.
Especially when you squirt your white stuff,
Sometimes in me, sometimes on me, when you are done.

You stole more than just my virginity,
You stole my 1st kiss and orgasm as well.
You stole my 1st sexual everything,
All while convincing me never to tell.

You are also stealing my trust away,
My brain will forever be altered now.
You will never know the damage you are causing,
But I know I will have to get through somehow.

I am so very young how can I possibly understand,
The future damage that all of this will do.
You stole my innocence and hurt me on so many levels,
I know one thing though "I WILL ALWAYS HATE YOU"