Category : Diary/Journal

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          I just woke up from a dream. It was about a little boy who almost gets taken by some ghost trapped in a mental hospital. We are both residents and we're suffering from the same thing. I was much younger then I am now. But all I could think about was getting home to my kids.
          Everyday for the last week I've been waking up at around this time. Always with a dream that seems more out of place then usual. And it seems to bothere alot.
          I do have many things on my mind:
         Getting a decent job.
         Getting the house fixed up
          Getting the cars fixed
          I think I might be pregnant ( the biggest thing on my mind right now)
          I have my online school
         Usually things like this don't bother me. I think it's because I might be pregnant that, that's what's keeping me up. I never really received any support from my family every time I was pregnant. Most of them wanted me to get abortions. Or they'd tell me that only someone with money could love my baby's. 
         Im just worried that if I am. That my body wouldn't be able to handle it. My last pregnancy had took a big toll on me. Im worried that alot bad things will happen. Of course I really don't need to be pregnant for that. Bad things happen to me on a regular basis.