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Daddy,
Today I found out that you would be here for no more than a year. And then just like that you would disappear from my life forever. I already miss you so much. Your bad jokes, your smile. Even your smell. Twenty five years Ive had you. And soon youll be gone. I dont think Im ready. I still need you. More than you will ever know. There is still so much you have to see. Daddy he finally asked me to marry him. After seven long years your little girl is going to marry the man of her dreams. I need you there. To give me away. To hold my hand as I walk down the aisle to the rest of my life. They say the heart is an incredible thing. Why does yours have to be broken. If I could give you mine I would. In a second. I dont want to live my life without you now or ever. 

Dear daddy,
Today I realized your always my first call. When my life isnt going the way I planned, or I ran out of gas after you told me to never let my gas tank get to empty. Your always on my recent calls. Im so thankful for this. You have no idea. You really are my hero. I will miss that so much. You coming to my rescue. Always guiding me along the way. Dont go okay? Stay.