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Today is April 1st 2018 . My Easter was spent cleaning, working on another book ,tears and no fun at all. I spent most of the day just trying to keep my cool  and realizing im not doing anything today for Easter. I remember when I was 7 and used to go on Easter egg hunts it was better when I was younger but as I grow older I get that life of gets tougher but for me I feel like it's only getting tougher because I was a mistake. I am Not really allowed to have fun because my mother didnt have fun as a child. Ive spent the whole day with a headace Throwing out Trash and Dealing with other problems. I Might Be Comming down with depression. I really can't solve my depression problems are really can't stop it because all the pain decide to come over to people like me. I live in a world where people argue about stupid things things that make no sense at all I live in a world where emotion doesn't matter because we all share the same face with each other. My friend Bianca and 5th grade came down with depression because her parents fought over the dumbest things and then they used her as their solution to put all their pain on. Every single time I wanted to do something fun by parents would never let me because I'm a girl. I live in a community where women are still being brought down because we're girls and think we're just made for cleaning reproducing and other things that men enjoy using women's bodies for. Today has been such a horrible Easter but you have to go through the bad days to get to the good. 


The Diary of a woman with rage pt. 1